to bE whO I'm suPPosed tO bE...: November 2010

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

HHHHHHHHHHHEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLLLLPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LAW or PSYCHOLOGY?

Which should I choose? It's driving me cRaZy!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I HATE choices!!!

But, I HATE myself the most!!!!!!!!!!!

XXX : What would you like to study in the future?

ck2 : Haha... I've not decided yet~

YYY : What is your interest?

ck2 : ... I... donno~

ZZZ : What is your strongest subject?

ck2 : I'm not sure~

Crap!!!!!!!!! How I wish I can tell ppl dat...

''Oh! I would like to..."

''Yeah~ I will be taking..."

Lawyer sure sounds GOOD, but here come's the problem...

Could I cope with the stress brought by this one-of-the-hardest-to-accomplish-and-yet-popular-course?

Could I see my parents sells their property just to allow me to finish this 2+1 degree course with 1 year UK Bar (or now at the moment, thinking of doing my bar in SINGAPORE) and chambering for 9 months?

Not to mention that my sister will only finish her ACCA 2 years later... if she passed all her papers smoothly~

Psychologist seems to be my only-left choice, but it'll take me 5 years to finish my study till Master... By then, my parents will be ''dried up", do I have the power to get my bro in uni?

Question Mark...

Monday, November 1, 2010

Baby, you're a FIREWORK... c'MON let your colour BURST!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This is a song dat I recently listen to which is Firework sang by Katy Perry. My understanding of this song is dat EVERYONE IS SPECIAL... We should BE ourselves, ACT like ourselves, LOVE ourselves and BELIEVE in every decisions that we made...

So, why should we let people's comments AFFECT us? Why should we LET them RUIN our day? A very inspiring song and a must to listen...

Extra notes: This is the only Katy Perry's song dat I like (up to now)... EnJoy~

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag
Drifting through the wind, wanting to start again?
Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
Like a house of cards, one blow from caving in?

Do you ever feel already buried deep?
Six feet under screams but no one seems to hear a thing
Do you know that there's still a chance for you
'Cause there's a spark in you?

You just gotta ignite the light and let it shine
Just own the night like the 4th of July

'Cause baby, you're a firework
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go, oh
As you shoot across the sky

Baby, you're a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make 'em go, oh
You're gonna leave 'em falling down

You don't have to feel like a waste of space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow

Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed
So you could open one that leads you to the perfect road
Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow
And when it's time, you'll know

You just gotta ignite the light and let it shine
Just own the night like the 4th of July

'Cause baby you're a firework
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go, oh
As you shoot across the sky

Baby, you're a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make 'em go, oh
You're gonna leave 'em falling down

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It's always been inside of you, you, you
And now it's time to let it through

'Cause baby you're a firework
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go, oh
As you shoot across the sky

Baby, you're a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make 'em go, oh
You're gonna leave 'em falling down

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon