Feeling a little S-A-D

Dear Diary,

Haven't been writing for quite some time, kinda lazy to write but things were so "happening" these days... Remember the RM39.90 slipper (the one with white ribbon on it) I bought when I went to TAO, the Japanese Buffet Rstaurant with my piggies? Crap! I forgotten to post on it, well... Anyway, ck1 wanted to wear it on last to her primary school classmate's 21 birthday party. My first reaction was like "Har~ My shoe ah~" (note: the mode of the 'ah' was like 'har~ Can don't want ah') and she screamed angrily "You want to wear my shoe I also didn't like this )_( " And I was like as if you bought the shoe with your money... Still, she wore it and it's not like I don't like to lend things to people but I'll get frustrated when I see things not like it was, though it might been like this before I lent it to someone... Confused? Yeah, I'm not good in words... but I'll just prove it to you. The next day, I saw dirts on the white ribbon. I don't know whether it have been like these before I lent it to her or it was her that caused the dirt and the worst thing is that because I'm not sure whether it's her fault, I can't blame her... sssssssooooooo ANGRY!!!!!!!! So, please don't borrow things from me especialy money, because I so don't know how to ask people to return my money...

Sorry for the long introduction, hope that it's too bulky for you... As we read the Bible, we know that God always keeps his promise.

So, my question is

HOW OFTEN DO WE KEEPS OURS?

I actually had a gathering with the UKTs today and we are supposedly having potluck... Though my class starts at 2pm, but I woke up around 8am to do my BREAD SUSHI and it actually cost me RM10++ for the ingredients.

I reached BAC around 12noon and what really shocked me is that no one else care to bring some food to share and I was like 0-0 And my dear Shu Ling didn't even tell me that she's not coming... I made the effort to wake up early and prepare the foods and wondering what we'll be having for lunch and maybe taking a photo or two... It was sooo dissapointing >0< After taking a few piece of the food I prepared, I was so hungry after my class over around 5pm... It's kinda sad because I'm like the only one who cares for the gathering today, but at least there's something good happened today.

I got 82 for my Moral Studies!!!!!!!



Mr. Rabinder

Dear Diary,

Today is my first class with him. My first impression of him are...

Wow! He's TALL!!!!

OMG! He looks like MR. BEAN!!!!!

He'll be teaching my Public Law this year and he said he'll also be teaching Land Law (Year 2) and Juries Prucedent (Year 3)... Still donno he's style of teaching but hope I can like him, and like Public Law... He said his method of teaching is he'll be prompting qustions randomly on the previous lecture and the forth coming lecture... So gonna study ahead~

See You~

Ms. Meera

Dear Diary,

Today I had my first lesson with Ms. Meera. She's such a charming and considerable person. The most fascinating lines that she made today is~

If you're late for class, half an hour... an hour and whatsoever, just come in.
Don't think like "Oh! I'm late. I'm so shy to go in. I'll just wait at outside."
JUST COME IN, I WON'T ASK ANY QUESTION...

Cool, right~ I never met any teacher who was so considerable like her.

She say that in UK, to take UOL course is very easy because the requirement is 2Es... But, it was in the Year 1 exam they will start chopping people off. Only 40% of ppl will passed, but fortunately, the passing rate in BAC is quite HIGH. In fact, Contract Law is the most student got 1st Honest...

I'm quite worry about tomorrow, because:
1) I don't like afternoon classes and tomorrow my class starts from 3:30~6pm
2) Tomorrow is PUBLIC LAW.
3) My teacher tomorrow is Mr. Rabinder (1st Malaysian who got 1st Honest) who is very good in languages... Hope he's not like Ms. Sabah...

Let see how tomorrow will turn out be... By the way, I haven't met new ppl yet~

Stay Tuned >0<

Dear Diary,

How have you been? Great, I hope... Hmm, shouldn't you be also asking the same question to me too?

Future Me: Yeah2~ How have you been, girl >0<

Present Me: GREAT!!! Every Wed is my day off, well until the end of Sept because once tutorial started, I'll be SUPER BUSY!!!!!!!! Argh o___o I'll just enjoy my holiday in the meantime...

Remember I promised to write if there's any progress with talking to strangers in my class... Yup! There's a little progress... a very tiny little progress though, but BETTER THAN NOTHING, right?!

The first person I talked to is Jia Wen, who is a friend of Shy Yuin. I was so touched that Shy Yuin even contacted her friend mentioning me... Hah ^0^ We talked about the UOL application form, not much, in the lift... And then there was this girl who started to talk to Jia Wen.

X Girl: Hi, are you a UOL student?
J Wen: Yeah!
X Girl: Today is my first day... I'm from Sarawak. Where are you from?
J Wen: I'm from Seremban.
X Girl: Oh! Is it in Sabah?
J Wen: No. It's somewhere near Malacca...

I was like since when Seremban was in Sabah... But I really admire her courage. Her courage of speaking to strangers... Thumbs up for you, X Girl~ Hope to know your name in the future >0<

The other person I talked to is a girl who looks like a mix, but the fact is that she's a Malaysian... After settling down my bags, I went out of the class to line up for taking my books given by BAC. As I was lining up, I talked to her... She did tell me her name though, but I kinda forgotten it... It sounds something like 'Harbin'. Well, will ask for her name again tomorrow...

I wondered could it be the power of masking that gave me the confidence to speak out... But I know that without God's help, I would never be able to do this on my own... So thank you God!!!

That's all for now >///<

Back to School...

Dear Diary,

Or I should say 'First Day in Class'...

Hmm, it doesn't matters because IT SUCKS!!!!!!!!

People were:

GLUED to their own gangs

TALKING to their own gang

JOKING in their small little group

I admit that I would do the same thing too, but I just can't stop feeling

BAD, SAD and MAD!!!!

(sounds great right~ It just popped in my mind...)

Wait! I should be feeling angry >0< Where was I -_-

I know that ppl won't come by and say

"Hey! You're new! What's your name? Mine is..."

But, I also know that I'm not the type that would said the line too...

I'm angry that why couldn't I be my like sister

A Magnet, I would call her

You know, in a crowd, you could always found ppl

surrounding a particular person

How I wish I have this power...

I've masked my face just now, hoping that tomorrow would be a brand new day...

a day that someone new would talk to me

or at least a HI!!!

Anyway, I would like to thank

Esther and Yan Hui that have been sending me msgs

giving me courage to speak out...

Thank You!!!!

Would write again tomorrow, if there's any progress~

*Wish me luck*

The Bean Return

Dear Diary,

Cousin Huan Ping will be staying in Malaysia for 2 weeks to do his VISA and some silly nerd in US has made a mistake by entering the wrong expiry date and therefore... Let's just pray that everything will turn out well~ He brought his girlfriend, Amy with him and she's quite a nice person to talk to and very cute as well >0< Anyway, because of his return, our family went back to Malacca to have a welcome-back celebration and August-baby birthday celebration... I thought everyone will be there, but who knows that my Ji Gu (second uncle) decided not to go back and Sui Gu (third uncle) has left even before we arrived because he'll be flying to *somewhere* and Carol hasn't finished her homework... The BIGGEST THUNDERSTORM is that our celebration has to be postponed because of them!!!!!!!! Haiz, bye bye my BIGGY FEAST >__<

We left KL around 7:30pm and we reached Malacca around 9:30pm because my sister finished her class by 5pm and she took 2 hours to get back, thanks to the Buka Puasa... We had SATAY CELUP for dinner and this time I even leave the address for your further reference. Hmm, I sounds like writing a law report... so, yeah~

According to my obeservation and analysis, this is what gonna happen if you ate too much of "taiwan hotdogs"... TOO HYPER!!!!!!

It's time to announce our result...

dddddrrrrrrroooooooommmmmmm, CHIANG!

We ate 68 sticks and the picture below prove me right...

The next day, papa bought Har Mee for us and all I can say is it truly is Malacca style Har Mee because it's TOTALLY different from our KL Har Mee. In fact, there isn't any “har” (prawn) at all unless you consider the fried things above as prawns... It taste more like the “mei-jaeng-min”, but still yuMMy *0*

After packing, we went to Dua Gu's place and we ate satays!!!!!!! Sorry there isn't picture for satay bacause I was BUSY stuffing it into my mouth... Hahaha >0< It was indeed a very leisure moment, I watched ASTRO, playing ANGRY-BIRDS and CUT THE ROPE from Cousin's iPhone... waH ^___^ Sister was also busy playing TETRIS Battle with cousin and she WON their respect!!! FYI, I'm not mad at her already since she started talking to me... I admit that this was kinda my weakness as I can't stay mad at a person for more than 24 hours, but it somehow has also become my strength.

Not to forget our two cutie pie... They just get prettier and cuter day by day!!!!

Jie2, who seems to have exchange character with her sister as she talks more and more friendlier...

Mei2, who could looks so gentle without all the talking and screaming...

Cousin Kang Yao drove us to Dataran to buy GRYPT CAKE from Nadeje. Sister read news about this rising star bakery who even attracts Taiwanese to come and have a bite...

We bought FOUR different types of crypt cake. Tiramisu, Mango Yogurt, Ram and Original...

and all I can say is it is truly YUMMILICIOUS!!!!!!!!!

The August Babies,

not including my second uncle

who also share the same birthdate with Mr. Lam

With the picture above, I would like to end my story here...

~See You Soon~

Prima facie

Dear Diary,


You might have already forgotten how I felt now, but I seriously hope that you still remember or at least, brings back your memory...


Well, it all started when I asked my sister whether she could feed the dogs this evening and she replied, "Isn't feeding the dogs and folding the washed-and-had-already-dried clothes CONCURRENT?" CRAP!!! I told her that I'm fed up for feeding the dogs three times a week and could she at least be in my shoe and feel how angry am I and how unfair that I felt for feeding the dogs more than them. FYI, my sister fed the dogs on Thurs and Fri, while my brother fed them on weekends...


Result: I stepped down. I left the room and I fed the dogs. I felt that there's no point arguing on this issue because I know that she'll never do it. I told myself, "It's ok. Don't fight with your sister over such a small matter." I hate it always, the words she spilled out when I rejected to help her to do something. Selfish, selfish, selfish... But, hey! Who's being the selfish one here? Hmm?


The fire between us continues...


After having dinner at Wai Saek Gai and when mummy drove us back home (papa has went out), I saw there are mails in our postbox and I asked my brother to take it and I got answer like this. "Why can't you take it yourself? You saw the mails, you take it la~" Hello, I was on the front seat, isn't the person on the back seat has lesser distance with the postbox than the one on front seat? There goes my sister saying, "She only knows how to use her mouth mah~"


Result: Wow! I really want to get to the girl but I didn't because I don't want to upset my mum.


There's somemore...


I've cooked rice today and since we had dinner outside, someone had to scoop out the rice from the rice cooker, put it into a bowl and put it into the refrigerator. Today was my sister turn to wash the dishes. Normally, when my sister washes the dishes, I have to transfer the leftover into a bowl and put it into the refrigerator. She asked me to do it and I replied, "I need to use the bathroom." After using the bathroom, she said that I haven't scoop out the rice and I was like (0o0) Isn't my excuse clear enough?
"You do it yourself."
"But you're supposed to do it!"
"But you didn't washes any dishes?!"
"Don't expect me to help you next time..."


Result: Hey! Let's face the truth. The purpose for me to transfer the leftovers and blabla is to HELP you to finish your chores faster. Since you have nothing to wash, aren't you supposed to scoop out the rice ON YOUR OWN???!!!


It seems that I've lost the battle, but actually I didn't. I told my mum about the scooping rice thing and she agreed that I did NOTHING wrong. Phew~ At least someone is by my side... People seems to like her a lot and I used to be jealous about it, but now I won't... I felt that it is a WASTE of time and effort to be jealous of someone like her!!! And therefore, prima facie can't be trust.

NEVER JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER!!!